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Gaming Tech: Better to Buy or Build a PC?

In the midst of gaming console wars between Microsoft, Sony, and Nintendo, a band of PC warriors has risen to claim their own stakes in the debate over which platform is best. However, PC video game players are unique in the sense that there appears to be two separate sects of players who fall within this category: those who buy their PC and those who build it with the help of companies like What Hardware.

What are the advantages to each approach? What are the drawbacks? If the answer was clear-cut, then the debate over who’s right and wrong wouldn’t be so simple. So, instead of trying to persuade you into the light of one camp versus the other, we’re here to present all the information you should be aware of to make an informed decision on your own. Let’s get started.

Benefits of Buying a Gaming PC

First thing’s first: you can only start a conversation about purchasing a PC for gaming if you have the room in your budget to do so. Why? Because shopping out of your means will lead everyone to drive you crazy, as they’ll inevitably get on your case for playing your new platform on end rather than getting up and paying off the credit card. If you settle on buying a gaming PC that falls within your tight budget, chances are that you wind up with a refurbished model or a processor that lacks the power you need to rise to the tops of the leaderboards.

Now that that’s out of the way and we’ve established that you can afford to buy a PC of decent quality (think about spending roughly $800 – $1,200 before peripheral accessories), then you should know that there are a number of benefits that make buying a PC from the store seem so simple and appealing.

For starters, your device will almost always come with a warranty, which you can choose or decline to extend. That means the next time you swipe your arms open in pure, elated victory, you won’t have to worry about the knocked-over soda can frying your hard drive (or, if it does, have peace of mind knowing you’re covered with accidental damage protection).

Also, if you’re like me, you probably can’t wait to fire up the latest AAA game title and start knocking out levels ASAP. In that case, you’ll love the ability to play right out-of-the-box almost immediately. As an added bonus, immediate practice means immediate improvement, but it also means you won’t have to face a learning curve when you alter a component of your custom-built PC.

Last but not least, stock gaming PCs deliver a cohesive experience in terms of third-party manufacturers; playing under one umbrella will offer seamless compatibility better than a mix-matched setup could provide. If you shop at the right time of year, you might be able to find a bundled deal that includes a gaming mouse, mousepad, and keyboard along with the PC hardware—helping you save massive amounts of money along the way to owning an epic gaming rig.

Benefits of Building a Gaming PC

If you’re a PC builder, then you know that there’s plenty of reasons why a gamer might take it upon themselves to custom-construct their hardware from the ground up. You can score incredible graphics at a quarter of the cost, decide which features are most important to your console and which you’d rather not pay for, and ensure that you have the processing power necessary to play all your favorite games without a single glitch.

Building a gaming PC is incredibly rewarding, mostly because it’s super time-consuming and the feeling of firing it on for the first time will fill you with pride—unless it doesn’t work, in which case you’ll be frustrated beyond belief!

Before you set out on such a tech-savvy endeavor, make sure you know a list of all the parts you’ll need to build a PC including how to configure them precisely. There are plenty of tutorials available to you online, but take it slowly and don’t rush through the process by any means!

At the end of the day, there’s no clear answer between whether buying or building a PC is better. Perhaps we should add it to our list of some of the most divisive gaming topics out there. What’s your take? Let us know in the comments below!

Albums Out Today: The Flaming Lips, Nas, Ada Lea, IDER

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In this segment, we showcase the most notable albums out each week. Here are the albums out on July 19th, 2019:

Image result for flaming lips king's mouthThe Flaming Lips, King’s Mouth: Originally issued earlier this year on Record Store Day as a limited run of 4,000 gold-colored vinyls, The Flaming Lips’ fifteenth studio album is officially out and available to stream today via Warner Bros. Records. A follow-up to 2017’s Oczy Melody, King’s Mouth has been described as a return to form for the psychedelic band, and features narration from Mick Jones of the Clash on “nearly every song”. The album was conceived as a soundtrack to a 2017 art exhibit of the same name by frontman Wayne Coyne.

Image result for nas the lost tapes 2Nas, The Lost Tapes II: A sequel to 2002’s positively received The Lost Tapes, which compiled tracks that did not make it into Nas’ albums, this is the long-awaited fifth compilation album from American rapper Nas and a follow-up to last year’s Nasir. Originally announced in 2003, The Lost Tapes II has been continually delayed for the past sixteen years due to label complications as Nas switched from Sony to Def Jam. Now, fans are finally getting what they have long been asking for. The compilation features guest appearances by Swizz Beatz, RaVaughn, David Ranier, Al Jarreau, J Meyers and Kenyon Harrold.

Image result for ada lea what we say in privateAda Lea, What We Say in Private: Ada Lea is a Montreal, Quebec-based musician who is also a visual artist, and this is her debut album out now via Next Door Records. She cites female artists from across the artistic spectrum as inspirations, from Sylvia Plath to Frida Kahlo and Nina Simone. The purposefully-lower-cased what we say in private is the result of deep introspection following the end of a relationship and a period of documenting her emotions in different forms to create “a world that I can build around me and sit inside.”

Image result for ider emotional educationIDER, Emotional Education: Duo Megan Markwick and Lily Somerville describe themselves as ‘conscious pop’, and based on the singles we’ve heard so far, that’s an apt categorization. Their debut album Emotional Education, which was mostly written in their London flat over a period of six years, is out now via Glassnote. The title explains a lot about the album: “It came from a song [‘Saddest Generation’] that I had written,” says Megan Markwick, “but then Lily had put in that lyric – ‘Where’s the emotional education we’re all looking for?’ And it was a penny drop moment. It’s such a perfect example of the way we work, this partnership that is all entangled.” “Emotional Education is what we give each other,” adds Lily Somerville, “and what we’re going to give you with this album.”

Other albums out today: Sum 41, Order in Decline; Various Artists, The Lion King: The Gift; Iggy Azalea, In My Defense; Sabaton, The Great War; Willow, Willow.

Foggy Mornings by Stef Kocyla

Stef Kocyla, a French landscape photographer, released a sublime landscape series named Foggy Mornings which explores the beautiful landscapes of Tuscany. Utilising natural light with beautiful scenery Kocyla has managed to create an eye-pleasing series worthy of notice.

Writing about the series Kocyla stated: “Recently, I’ve spent a few days in Tuscany, one of my favorite part of Italy. Some mornings have got a special beauty, when they are enhanced by the fog creating a soft veil on the rolling hills. A gorgeous light complete the picture, which looks like a painting sometimes”

You can find more work by Stef Kocyla here.

An Interview with UK Electropop Artist BABii

“Gentle but loud. Pop songs but not. Floaty but tough.” This is how UK electronic artist BABii describes her music. Indeed, what makes BABii’s impressive debut album HiiDE so unique is that it’s so many things at once: entrancing, eerie, heartfelt, smart, catchy, mature, vibrant. Comparisons have been made to artists like Grimes and Purity Ring, but they don’t really express the full spectrum of her DIY aesthetic and sound as a whole, which blends dreamy melodies with spacy instrumentals and lyrics that range from cleverly allegorical to emotionally direct. In this interview, BABii talks about her inspirations and creative process, touring with Iglooghost, and more, with the help of some good old-fashioned symbols.

When did you start writing music and what are some of your biggest influences?

☆*:.。.  I’ve kinda just always done it, I don’t think I’ve lived a day where I haven’t made something, whether that’s a song, a picture, a story, or whatever. I just can’t help it. I started producing music when I was about 14 or something though, I had absolutely no guidance from anyone or any idea what I was doing (YouTube tutorials weren’t really a thing then), so it was really tricky, and I was trying to make beats on audacity on the family windows vista computer with my sisters toys and stuff, and it kinda worked, but with a lot of persistence, but I didn’t wanna give up.  .。.:*☆

*:・゚✧ In terms of influences, I always find that a strange question to answer, because I make things pretty much purely intuitively and never really consciously reference anything, I hardly really listen to music anymore, I like watching tv and listening to stories and looking at nice things, and I think that’s something that seeps into what I am doing, because I’m always trying to paint a picture with the sounds I use, I try and have some kinda an imaginary environment I am trying to place the listener in, and try and take them on a little journey through it.  ・゚゚・。

 How would you describe your sound to a random person on the street?

Gentle but loud. Pop songs but not. Floaty but tough.

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What are some of the inspirations behind your art aesthetic?

*•.¸♡ I like everything all the time, its so many things! I think a lot of it comes from being a scruffy little Tom boy when I was a kid, so I wanted to do something super feminine and girly, but still have some elements that are a bit scruffy around the edges so it’s just a reflection of who I am on the surface. It’s kinda funny because it’s similar how I present myself in real life, on first meeting I’m kinda like this girly bouncy imp but when you get to know me I am way more scrappy than that, and I’m sure that will shine through as time goes on. I’m just being me. ♡¸.•*

 What is it that you love about the lower-case ‘i’?

«•´¯`• ii JUST THOUGHT iiT LOOKED NiiCE WHEN ii WROTE BABii SO ii CONTiiNUED WiiTH iiT AS A THEME ON THE iiNTERNET AND OTHER STUFF. ii NEVER REALLY DO iiT iiN iiNTERVEiiWS CAUSE iiT WOULD MAKE THiiNGS TO HARD TO READ. «•´¯`•

What would you say ‘HiiDE’ is about as a whole?

◦•●◉✿ It’s just about the deterioration of a relationship, and feeling like a secret and keeping secrets. I think the word HiiDE defines it really well, not just because of the theme of secrets but also because of having a hide to protect myself when I was going through those hard times. ✿◉●•◦ 

How was the process of recording and producing the album?

。・゚゚・  It was kinda all over the place really I recorded it in multiple places and over a couple of years. Mostly because I was just making songs to process the stuff I was going through and not really with the intention of making a body of work, let alone an album or even really releasing it. But people like Adrian Sherwood, my friends at Big Jelly Studios, Iglooghost and Andy (who is now my amazing manager) clocked on and made me brave enough to do something real with it rather than letting all the songs collect dust in my laptop..・゜゜・

How was it like touring and working with Iglooghost? Did he give you any good advice?

༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ Don’t you mean how is it? I see that boy everyday of my life. Haha. He has never really given me any very obvious direction in what I am doing, but I think we bounce a lot of stuff off each other and we get more powerful and smarter everyday we spend together, because we balance each other’s strengths and weaknesses. I feel about 1000x smarter since the first day I met him. We are like 1 person with 8 limbs and also inspires me everyday! ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽

✧・゚: *✧・゚:* Going on tour with him was wild because at that point I had never really released any music so no one knew who I was, apart from some crazy iglooghost fans who had learnt my songs from them being dropped in some mixes, some of them even knew the words. I also thought it was funny to make shirts that said “who the hell iis babii” for the tour, to keep within the theme of no one knowing who I was.  *:・゚✧*:・゚✧

Could you talk a bit about the metaphor on ‘CARNiiVORE’?

‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾Haha, everyone always thinks it’s something to do with being a vegan or something, but it’s not. It’s kinda complicated, I have some songs that I wrote in the past that were using vicious animals as metaphors for the person I was singing about, such as sharks and stuff. So it was kinda a continuation of that. To put it simply it’s about falling in love with someone that you know is just gonna hurt you.☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙

What’s your favorite song on the album?

❃.✮:▹ It changes all the time but at the moment I think it’s POiiSON. But obviously I like all the new things I have been making the best! I’ve been making a song called DRiiFT today and it’s meant to sound like when a bunch of boy racers threw bricks at my house when I was 3 after my dad took a hammer to one of there cars for doing stupid stuff on our street for too long. It’s fun. ◃:✮.

What are your plans now that the album has been released?

I am making so many things. I just finished making a mixtape with Kai Whiston and Iglooghost and we are dropping a single from it very very soon! I am also finishing my second record, starting a book and developing my live show more. So I’m keeping busy to put more things out into the world!

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Candy Landscapes by Ruslan Khasanov

Ruslan Khasanov, a photographer and visual artist out of Russia, released a fantastic personal series of photos named Candy Landscapes. In this fun series, Khasanov utilises superb patterns, layered textures, and vibrant colours to create a dazzling view of miniature landscapes. The use of such child-like colours and unique textures oozes brilliance.

Writing about series Khasanov stated:This personal project was inspired by the incredible rainbow mountains from the Zhangye Danxia Landform Geological Park. By using metallic acrylic paint I wanted to picture various forms of relief and layers of different colours and patterns.”

You can find more work by Ruslan Khasanov here.

Review: Spider-Man: Far from Home (2019)

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Disclaimer: This review discusses plot points for Avengers Endgame and Spider-Man: Far from Home – please watch the films first to avoid spoilers.

Avengers Endgame was undeniably a momentous film. It rapidly became the second-highest-grossing film of all time and the must-see event of 2019. Marvel, guided by the Russo brothers, had carefully constructed a spectacular, heart-wrenching and, more importantly, fitting finale and tribute to the past 21 films in the MCU (Marvel cinematic universe) and the prior ten years of Marvel. It was a pivotal cinematic project that will be discussed for many years to come and I’m sure will be replicated – whether it will have the same impact, is yet to be seen. As the film faded to black and the credits rose, it felt inevitable to question whether Marvel would ever be able to climb to the same cultural and cinematic peak of (what is now known as) the “Infinity Saga”.

These reasons are exactly why I embraced Spider-Man: Far from Home with a sense of trepidation. Perhaps the biggest question that requires answering is: does it meet the blockbuster heights of its predecessor? Not even close. But does that make it a bad film that’s without merits? Not necessarily.

Set to be the start of a new Marvel era, the film commences in true Marvel fashion with an enticing cold open, which involves Nick Fury ( Samuel L. Jackson), a linchpin of the infinity saga, meeting Mysterio/Quentin Beck (Jake Gyllenhaal), a new and fiendishly deceptive villain. As the score escalates and Mysterio removes his mask, he insists that “you don’t want any part of this”, which feels as much aimed at the audience as it does Nick Fury. This is a Marvel superhero film after all – of course, we want a part in it.

As the title implies, the film entails sending Peter Parker, aka Spider-Man (Tom Holland), on a school trip around Europe, which is far from the New York City landscape that’s typically associated with Spider-Man and Marvel generally. The differing settings, including London, Venice and Budapest, are on the whole a welcomed change. Though at times, especially when Venice is brutally destroyed, there is a tint of American barbarism, the new spaces introduce a compelling, yet simplistic new theme: how will Spider-Man cope in a space that’s literally far from home.

This also links nicely with the film’s overarching issue of whether with Iron Man (played by the formidable Robert Downey Jr) gone, can Spider-man and, by extension, Tom Holland follow in his footsteps. Thankfully for Marvel, Holland seems to be a quick-witted, captivating and energetic individual who may be up to it. The film largely rests on his shoulders and rightfully so. He adds a boyish charm that makes CGI-led action sequences enthralling as well as providing the emotional depth that Marvel so often relies upon. Though his principal aim- to tell MJ (Zendaya) his feelings for her- is somewhat cliche,  Holland manages to make his attempts endearing and relatable. Just as Jackson’s presence provides a recognisable comfort, when Parker plays with Iron Man’s technology to construct a suit or places on his glasses, one can’t help but feel (as many have hoped) that the Marvel cinematic universe is in safe hands.

Disappointingly, however, many of the jokes don’t quite hit the right notes. The film seems to be confused about who its target audience is. It contains mature, almost pornographic, references that feel aimed at the older Deadpool-loving audience mixed with overused, immature jokes, including one about Spider-Man’s “spidey tinkle”, that seem to be for the younger market. As a result, the film doesn’t exactly fully accomplish either well. Instead, it appears confused and, though some jokes are humorous, they eventually become tedious.

Nevertheless, Gyllenhaal’s Mysterio is an undeniably redeeming factor and a villain that has a presence to match the likes of the infamous Thanos (Josh Brolin) and Loki (Tom Hiddleston). Though his flying through the air and the ensuing green smoke is equally captivating, it’s when the iconic fish-bowl mask is removed that Gyllenhaal really comes to life. The character provides the conventional enemy for Spider-man to defeat but also, as is typical for Marvel, provides a motivation that is grounded in reality and, in truth, is not entirely unreasonable. Marvel consistently tread carefully along this boundary with their villains and I don’t think it’s ever been as successfully achieved nor as enjoyable as in this film- largely due to Gyllenhaal’s fascinating performance. Mysterio also provides, in an age of “fake news” and post-truth politics, a clever, self-referential commentary on image-making and the deceptiveness of individuals and the media, which rings perfectly in the post-credit cliffhanger that sees J.K. Simmons in a cameo as J. Jonah Jameson, a role he previously played in Sam Raimi’s Spider-Man trilogy.

Spider-Man is more than a “spidey tinkle” away from its Endgame predecessor, but thanks to Holland and Gyllenhaal, it’s not too far from the Marvel home that many know and love.

Review Roundup: Ed Sheeran, Big K.R.I.T., Blood Orange, Banks

In this weekly segment, we review the most notable albums out each Friday and pick our album of the week. Here are this week’s releases:

Ed Sheeran, No. 6 Collaborations Project

Image result for ed sheeran no 6A lot of people might hate on Ed Sheehan for shifting away from his trademark acoustic style in favour of a more pop-centric sound, but that’s not really a fair criticism. If anything, the summery opener to his new album, ‘Beautiful People’ feat. Khalid, proves that he can incorporate electronic elements into his music in a way that pleasantly suits his vocal delivery and lyrics. Instead, the problem with his latest effort, which is a collaborative project featuring some of the biggest names in hip-hop, pop, and beyond, is that rather than the guest artists making an appearance on an Ed Sheehan song, it feels more like Ed Sheeran deliberately copying the guest artist’s style to the safest and most radio-friendly version it could be (see ‘Anstisocial’ feat. Travis Scott or ‘Remember the Name’ feat. Eminem and 50 Cent). The exceptions to this pattern lead to the album’s best and worst tracks: ‘Best Part of Me’ is a heartfelt acoustic love ballad as good as Ed Sheehan has ever written and featuring an emotive performance from YEBBA, while lead single ‘I Don’t Care’ feat. Justin Bieber is a lifeless and annoying pop song evoking the worst moments off Sheeran’s previous album, Divide. It’s also not unlikely that Sheeran’s going through some kind of identity crisis, uncertain whether he wants to humbly portray himself as an ultra-rich superstar or the same old insecure guy from a small English town. I’m not sure we’d get the Led Zeppelin knock-off that is ‘BLOW’ (featuring Bruno Mars and Chris Stapleton of all people) if that wasn’t the case. A collaborative project is probably not the best opportunity to redefine yourself, but still, No. 6 Collaborations Project is not much more than just listenable, inoffensive pop music.

Rating: 4/10

Highlights: ‘Beautiful People’ feat. Khalid, ‘Best Part of Me’ feat. YEBBA

Big K.R.I.T., K.R.I.T. IZ HERE

Image result for big krit krit iz hereThe Mississippi rapper’s fourth studio album is his official return following his ambitious and epic 2017 double album 4eva Is a Mighty Long Time, a project that saw him parting ways with his then label Def Jam to embrace a new kind of artistic freedom. It was definitely for the best – it’s one of the few double albums that actually work – but the following EPs he dropped in 2018, which were released as a compilation earlier this year, were somewhat underwhelming for a rapper of Big K.R.I.T.’s caliber. His new mixtape, theoretically a sequel to 2010’s K.R.I.T. WUZ HERE, sees him going on a similarly more commercial, less conceptual route, but with more memorable hooks and production this time around, and K.R.I.T. on top form as usual. There are bangers like the opener ‘K.R.I.T. HERE’, in which here reflects on his time with Def Jam, or the more thoughtful and inspiring ‘Believe’, as well as trap-influenced cuts, some of which tend to suffer from a lack of originality (two notable exceptions being ‘High Beams’ and ’Energy’). More soulful tracks like ‘Make it Easy’ or the wonderfully jazzy ‘M.I.S.S.I.S.S.I.P.P.I’ help give some personality to the project, while perhaps the biggest highlight is the infectious single ‘Addiction’ feat. Lil Wayne & Saweetie. Some of the features are spotty, but K.R.I.T. IZ HERE is proof that a Big K.R.I.T. album doesn’t need to be high-minded to be good.

Rating: 7/10

Highlights: ‘Addiction’ (feat. Lil Wayne & Saweetie)’, ‘M.I.S.S.I.S.S.I.P.P.I’, ‘Energy’, ‘Believe’

Album of the Week: Blood Orange, Angel’s Pulse

Image result for blood orange angel's pulse coverIn describing his new project, Dev Hynes, aka Blood Orange, explained that he normally writes and records a bunch of songs after putting out an album, but that he only shares them with friends, despite the fact that he puts as much effort into them as the official release. Having grown older, he’s decided there’s no reason not to release material at the same pace at which he makes it. The result is Angel’s Pulse, a half-hour mixtape that serves as an epilogue to last year’s critically acclaimed Negro Swan, a thoughtful left-field R&B album that requires patience to truly sink in. While Angel’s Pulse feels understandably less focused and essential, it flows surprisingly well for something with such a wide range of musical influences scattered all over the place. The songs here are laid-back and loose, with Hynes comfortably bringing together his knack for writing sticky hooks (he’s produced for the likes of Kylie Minogue, FKA Twigs, and Mac Miller) and experimenting with his production style. See for example the IDM-influenced beat on ‘Baby Florence (Figure)’, the shoegaze-inspired ‘Tuesday Feeling (Choose To Stay)’, the Sparklehorse-eque instrumental on ‘Take It Back’, or the hypnotically multi-layered guitar solo on ‘Something to Do’. With the music being this good, let’s hope he keeps releasing it at this pace.

Rating: 8/10

Highlights: ‘Benzo’, ’Baby Florence (Figure)’, ‘Take it Back’, ‘Gold Teeth’, ‘Tuesday Feeling (Choose To Stay)’

Banks, III

Image result for banks iiiBanks is back stronger and more confident on her new album III, a follow-up to 2016’s The Altar. The alternative R&B singer’s third album opens with two of its best songs: the bold production on ’Till Now’ is certainly an attention-grabber, but it’s also an emotionally engaging track that immerses you into the singer’s devastating feelings of mindset. Single ’Gimme’ continues on this maximalist pop path, with its rich, distorted bass and an infectious hook to bring it all together. Once Banks returns to familiar R&B ballad territory, though, the tracks become somewhat weaker and more forgettable, as in the nearly 5-minute long ‘Contaminated’ and ‘Hawaiian Mazes’, or the poppier ‘Look What You’re Doing To Me’, which doesn’t do much justice to Banks’ compellingly personal lyrics. ’Sawzall’ is the exception here, with its quietly affecting guitar in the background as she sings “I go over every word you said to me/Every single syllable I could repeat/Certified to scuba dive in my memory.” Despite being somewhat unfocused, there are more hits than misses here, and III is a welcome new direction for Banks.

Rating: 6/10

Highlights: ‘Till Now’, ‘Gimme’, ‘Sawzall’, ‘The Fall’

Houses of Patagonia by Thibaud Poirier

Thibaud Poirier, a photographer based out of Paris, France, released a superb architectural series named Houses of Patagonia.

Writing about the series Thibaud Poirier stated: There are very few frontiers left; much of the world has been claimed, conquered by civilizations and their distinctive, sprawling footprints. Yet there are a few regions where man has yet to tame the fierce forces of nature; Patagonia is one such region.

Voyaging to the literal end of the world – El Chaltén is a hiker’s haven nestled in a vast, insurmountable natural cradle of mountains, glaciers, and forceful winds that one wonders how such a modest settlement of one-story homes came to exist at all. The Patagonian village was born out of a border dispute between Argentina and Chile in 1985 and today houses just 400 permanent residents, its population ebbing and flowing with the tourists who come to pay pilgrimage to Argentina Patagonia and its breathtaking landscapes.”
You can find more work by Thibaud Poirier here.

Artist Spotlight: Asia

Asia – no, not the continent, nor the progressive rock supergroup – is a singer-songwriter hailing from Brussels, Belgium. If you’re a fan of Julien Baker, then you’ll definitely enjoy her music, which combines Asia’s emotive vocals, heart-wrenching lyrics, and sparse, minimalist guitars. On her new EP Choked Up, which features the stunning single  ‘Church’, she faces her demons head-on rather than shying away from them. We caught up with Asia for this edition of our Artist Spotlight segment, where we showcase up-and-coming artists and give them a chance to talk a bit about their music.

What inspired you to start making music?

I think music has always being a way to cope. At around 14 I realised that I had a lot of things to say and no space to voice them.

I am the only one in my family who plays an instrument so music was really my thing. I write for myself first, it keeps me balanced.

 Who are your biggest influences?

My biggest influence is definitely Julien Baker. Her style taught me a lot about songwriting. I learned that there’s no need to over-complicate and that it is okay to step away from the traditional song-structures.

I also listen to a lot of Microwave and Radiohead. They all make very earnest music using simple words and making it very accessible.

I am currently listening to Oscar and the Wolf’s first album, “Entity”, on a loop. It inspired me a lot while writing new songs for the album.

Congratulations on your EP! How would you describe the overall experience of making it?

Thank you! The making of the EP was messy. We – my producer and I – did not have a clear idea of what to expect and we did not have a “plan”. We started recording in October and finished in March. There was no rush and no pressure. Thanks to that, the EP feels really genuine and I am very proud of our work. 

In many ways, Choked Up is about growing up and becoming an adult. What would you say is the most difficult part of that?

For me the hardest part was seeing my friends drift away. They all started to go to university while I was working in a restaurant. We just started to live at different paces. They would be studying from 8am to 5pm and I would work from 6pm to 1am so I ended being alone most of the time.

It is hard to anchor yourself into a new environment when there is no stability in your life. So the EP talks a lot about loneliness as well.

I think ‘Church’ is truly a stand-out track. Could you tell us a bit about how you wrote it?

I wrote it in early September 2018, a few weeks before starting university. I ended up dropping out after a month but at that time I thought that I was going to have to give up on music and blend in a universe where I clearly did not belong. The song is a kind of farewell to my dream – which is pretty ironic when I think about it now. 

What’s next for you now that the EP is out?

We are working on an album which is very exciting but daunting at the same time. I am still learning everyday and I wish I could write this album with as much sincerity as I did with the EP but there is much more at stake now. However I have more time to focus on music now and I am lucky enough to be surrounded with a very supportive entourage. I am very excited about what is to come.

Gaslight and the Horror of Emotional Abuse

You may have heard the phrase ‘gaslighting’ before and wondered what it meant. Or you may understand the term as, simply, the act of driving someone crazy. Gaslighting can occasionally be found in the news and is even mentioned every now and then on KIIS FM’s “Ryan’s Roses” in reference to cheating men. Really, it’s a lot more than one person saying, “You’re crazy,” to the other. It’s a slowly mounting, incredibly powerful form of emotional abuse. And society may have let it by the wayside, if it hadn’t have been for one remarkable film.

This year marks the 75th anniversary of George Cukor’s Gaslight (1944), adapted from the 1938 play by Patrick Hamilton and, to a lesser extent, the film adaptation from 1940. But other adaptations are unnecessary, because Cukor’s film gave the colloquially and psychologically acknowledged abuse tactic its name. Powerful enough to move psychoanalysts to action, this seventy-five-year-old piece of cinema surpasses melodrama and demonstrates the sheer terror of romantic control.

“I haven’t dreamed of it since I’ve known you… I haven’t been afraid since I’ve known you.”

How does debonair Charles Boyer manage to so thoroughly hypnotize the lovely Ingrid Bergman? It all starts with Gregory (Boyer) sweeping Paula (Bergman) off her feet and off her intended career path as an opera singer. Gregory doesn’t allow any time for thought; they marry with a level of understanding that barely exceeds acquaintance and Greg informs her, charmingly, that he has always dreamed of living in a London townhouse with his bride. Lucky for him, Paula has a townhouse in London, courtesy of the guardian-aunt who was murdered there. Paula would rather not live in the house where she found her aunt strangled but, with a desire to please her wonderful husband, she gives him his dream.

They move into the since untouched townhouse and Paula takes it like a champ. She can talk about memories of her aunt with happiness, but when the first streaks of fear make an appearance she runs into Gregory’s arms. It makes him so unhappy to see her this way. He suggests they put all these awful furnishings and memories in the attic, so that she can forget everything, forget her. It’s a seemingly sweet gesture with the barest hint of brainwash, and it works perfectly.

Up to this point, the film provides faintly quintessential Victorian melodrama vibes. Lip-searing kisses on the continent, fog on the London streets, scary painting, secretive husband. Then, with the smooth and undetectable skill of Gregory’s own abuse, Gaslight becomes a cinematic immersion into a nebulous reality.

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“I don’t know why I did it.” 

 

“Like the other things.”

 

It begins with teasing hints at Paula’s ‘quirks’. Gregory says she tends to lose little things and that she’s become forgetful. Meanwhile, sinister elements begin to surface. An oh-so-subtle hesitation as Boyer delivers a line, a close shot on his face as it becomes fixated on a point unknown. And let’s not forget Bergman’s brilliant portrayal of a woman forced from blossoming girl to a tortured shell of a woman.

As we watch Gaslight morph from a typical melodrama into unsettling psychological horror, we notice several qualities of filmmaking brilliance. Shadows from Gregory’s body cast onto the wall, on Bergman’s face as she wears a laced hat and reveals, sheepishly, that she’s lost the family brooch he gave her. He placed it very carefully in her bag, indicating its place with a stricture that she remember where it is. But the brooch becomes lost and Gregory’s criticism of Paula is confirmed.

The film continues thereafter to use artifacts that help Gregory’s abuse reach its disturbing, frightening pinnacle. A picture repeatedly goes missing and Paula, like a woman sleepwalking, retrieves it from its hiding place. Paula is kept from society by her husband and the servants due to her “ill health” then, when Gregory agrees to attend a musicale, interrupts the performance to find his watch, tucked into her bag in a seeming act of kleptomaniac insanity. And, of course, she keeps seeing the gaslight go down. But is Paula really doing and seeing these things? Has she lost her mind?

“You’re not going out of your mind, you’re slowly and systematically being driven out of your mind.”

The revelation that Gregory is obsessed with jewels, and that Paula’s aunt had a ton of expensive jewels hidden among her belongings, are not surprising and not important. The film uses this subplot to ingratiate itself with like films, then hits you in the gut with real horror. Aunty’s ghost does not appear seeking her treasure, the husband does not find the jewels and run off, there are no scares and absolutely no violence. In short, this movie does not succumb to tropes of the day. It doesn’t make you squeal. It makes you shake.

Gregory could sneak into this abandoned house with ease. Instead, he seeks out a sweet, easily influenced girl and puts her through hell. He might have been a two-dimensional villain full of anger and violence. Instead, he’s all too kind, asking questions that lead to self-doubt and fear before his wife can understand it all. And finally, rather than end in a typical fist-fight over a handful of jewels, an incredible performance by Bergman. With her husband tied up and persuasive as ever, Paula throws the man’s methods back in his face. “If I were not mad, I could have helped you. But because I am mad I hate you.”

The work of this director, writer, and the cast is an emblem of psychology and, above all, awareness. With an evocative, immersive ambiance, spine-tingling dialogue, and masterful by-play between Bergman and Boyer, Gaslight deserves its seventy-five-year regard – as masterpiece and monument to psycho-science. We, the audience, see the shadows. We hear the screams. We feel the sweat of uncertainty, fear, and pain. We are the abused.